Surfing with a Purpose

What is better?

To live a good life here on earth where you are a light and people love you and you are respected and living a great easy story for the glory of God with out any really deep problems or troubles reveled or inspected and searched for true motive and desire(?) OR live as a sacrifice to the world that hates you because you love them and can not help but to plead and pray on their behalf though they reject God who shouts “here I am here I am” instead to say “we don’t need you any more” being overrun with sin and defilement that leaves them under the wrath of the Lord who will repay in full what is deserved yet wanting to see them forgiven and selflessly giving all you have knowing the present reward is nothing but anger from them who dont believe still I can not stop living for those God haters who hate me even if all I have is taken and im crushed to an echoing voice that few will even hear less of which will chose to listen yet I can not will not stop because I love them and I am nothing yet I am everything to the one who made me and gave His life in place of mine which is now alive by grace through faith. I will not be silent any more.